Ascending

Watching as Adrian falls apart,
swimming far from reality.
I have to know how to go look for myself,
I manage to be hard to find
if I set my mind to it.
Ascending to the skies,
I can see the explosion,
vibrating all around,
it's falling from afar...
Finally reaching where no one goes,
losing time without being able to think,
I waste time for the second time,
I'm losing everything and at the same time,
forgetting what's lost.
Blowing ideas in the storm,
unstoppable, I let myself be carried away,
near the top of a place
from where every animal believes and protects itself.
I go outside,
I go for a walk,
and don't ask me where I'll return from,
later or when dawn breaks,
don't ask me anymore.