Happy End

Happy End

Happy End

Goodbye seems to get stuck in my throat
さよならがのどの奥に使えてしまって
Sayonara ga nodo no oku ni tsukaete shimatte
Like saying thank you as if it were a farewell
席をするみたいにありがとう言っていったの
seki wo suru mitai ni arigatō itte itta no
Even if I search my pockets for the next words
次の言葉はどこかとポケットを探しても
tsugi no kotoba wa doko ka to POKETTO wo sagashite mo
All I find is my love for you
見つかるのはあなたを好きな私だけ
mitsukaru no wa anata wo suki na watashi dake

It's okay, it's fine, I thought I could be kind
平気よ大丈夫だよ優しくなれたと思って
Heiki yo daijōbu da yo yasashiku nareta to omotte
Turning into a wish, in the end it becomes a lie
願いに変わって最後は嘘になって
negai ni kawatte saigo wa uso ni natte

Fading away while still blue
青いまま枯れて行く
Aoi mama karete yuku
Disappearing while still loving you
あなたを好きなままで消えて行く
anata wo suki na mama de kiete yuku
I took myself in my hands
私みたいと手に取って
Watashi mitai to te ni totte
And crushed the feelings I had found
置くにあった思いと一緒に握り潰したの
oku ni atta omoi to issho ni nigiritsubushita no
It's okay, it's okay
大丈夫大丈夫
daijōbu daijōbu

Hold me tight right now
今すぐに抱きしめて
Ima sugu ni dakishimete
I don't need anything as long as I have you
私がいれば何もいらないと
watashi ga ireba nani mo iranai to
Just say that and kiss me
それだけ言ってキスをして
sore dake itte KISU wo shite
But it's a lie, sorry
なんてね嘘だよごめんね
nante ne uso da yo gomen ne

I know I shouldn't be remembering times like this
こんな時思い出すことじゃないとは思うんだけど
Konna toki omoidasu koto ja nai to wa omou n da kedo
But when you said you wouldn't leave me alone, I was actually happy
一人にしないよってあれ実は嬉しかったよ
hitori ni shinai yo tte are jitsu wa ureshikatta yo
You gathered your courage and called me for the first time
あなたが勇気を出して初めて電話をくれた
anata ga yūki wo dashite hajimete denwa wo kureta
What's different about the me from that night?
あの夜の私と何が違うんだろう
ano yoru no watashi to nani ga chigau n darō

No matter how far apart we are, no matter how we can't meet
どれだけ離れていてもどんなに会えなくても
Dore dake hanarete ite mo donna ni aenakute mo
My feelings won't change, that's why I'm here
気持ちが変わらないからここにいるのに
kimochi ga kawaranai kara koko ni iru no ni

Fading away while still blue
青いまま枯れて行く
Aoi mama karete yuku
Disappearing while still loving you
あなたを好きなままで消えて行く
anata wo suki na mama de kiete yuku
Remember me always
私をずっと覚えていて
Watashi wo zutto oboete ite
But it's a lie, stay well
なんてね嘘だよ元気でいてね
nante ne uso da yo genki de ite ne

You, with a relieved face seeing me not cry
泣かない私に少しホッとした顔のあなた
Nakanai watashi ni sukoshi hotto shita kao no anata
You're still carefree, I love that about you
相変わらずのんきねそこも大好きよ
aikawarazu nonki ne soko mo daisuki yo

Before I knew it, you were by my side
気がつけば横にいて
Ki ga tsukeba yoko ni ite
It's fine if you stay just the way you are
別に君のままでいいのになんて
betsu ni kimi no mama de ii noni nante
Even though I cried without permission
勝手に涙降りたくせに
katte ni namida furitaku se ni
Everything is visible, everything is audible
見える全部聞こえるすべて
mieru zenbu kikoeru subete
Even though I colored it all
色付けたくせに
irodzuketakuse ni

Fading away while still blue
青いまま枯れて行く
Aoi mama karete yuku
Disappearing while still loving you
あなたを好きなままで消えて行く
anata wo suki na mama de kiete yuku
I took myself in my hands
私みたいと手に取って
Watashi mitai to te ni totte
And crushed the feelings I had found
置くにあった思いと一緒に握り潰したの
oku ni atta omoi to issho ni nigiritsubushita no
It's okay, it's okay
大丈夫大丈夫
daijōbu daijōbu

Hold me tight right now
今すぐに抱きしめて
Ima sugu ni dakishimete
I don't need anything as long as I have you
私がいれば何もいらないと
watashi ga ireba nani mo iranai to
So say that and never let go
そう言ってもう離さないで
sō itte mō hanasanai de
But it's a lie, goodbye
なんてね嘘だよさよなら
nante ne uso da yo sayonara