Decay

I don't want to talk right now I'm
Sick and tired of watching you decay
You're drowning in the deep end now and
Coping just seems so far away

Picture-perfect memories
All lost in fantasy
Hiding every scar that bleeds
You don't know you don't know
What I've seen

You've lost yourself in this world
Full of hatred disguised
As your friend, in the end
We're all made to live lies
But I see you and I need you
To block out the social eye
Your life has just begun
Like a finger on a loaded gun

I'm ready to talk to you now
I'm sorry that I misunderstood
You've been treading water for so long now
How have I not seen this before?

My picture-perfect memories
Were lost in fantasy
You hiding every scar that bleeds
But I see now

You've lost yourself in this world
Full of hatred disguised
As your friend, in the end
We're all made to live lies
But I see you and I need you
To block out the social eye
Your life has just begun
Like a finger on a loaded gun

Like a loaded gun

You've lost yourself in this world
Full of hatred disguised
As your friend, in the end
We're all made to live lies
(You've lost yourself)
But I see you and I need you
To block out the social eye
(You've lost yourself)
Your life has just begun
Like a finger on a loaded gun