Loner

I'm afraid to hang out with your friends
I think I'm such a weirdo, I don’t know how to play
It’d be filled with awkward breath
You’ll be disgusted or into me so bad, I guess

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn’t anyone’s choice
I was just born by myself
So you can’t blend in me
You can’t be friends with me

I’m afraid of losing all of myself
You have too much color
I only wear black and grey
Your chemistry with your girls
I'm the only different one I think you know
And you'll leave

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn’t anyone’s choice
I was just born by myself
I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn’t anyone’s choice
I was just born by myself
So you can’t blend in me
You can’t be friends with me

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe you were wrong
About each other
Maybe we are good together
Maybe we are the same in many ways
Maybe we could be friends forever

But I think I'm pretending to be something I'm not
Just for some cool friends like you
So I think at the end I'd be apologizing
For something I haven’t done
Saying: Sorry, I didn’t want to be me either
Will you leave
Or stay ‘cause you'd feel guilty
This was wrong from the start

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn’t anyone’s choice
I was just born by myself
I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn’t anyone’s choice
I was just born by myself
So you can’t blend in me
You can’t be friends with me