Futakotome

The Next Thing You Say

Futakotome

Even now, I'm always nervous
いまだってきみのとなりで
ima datte kimi no tonari de
When I'm next to you
いつだってふあんになるよ
itsudatte fuan ni naru yo
While pretending to look out the window
まどのそとみているふりで
mado no soto miteiru furi de
I was looking at your reflection in the glass pane
ガラスにうつるきみをみていた
garasu ni utsuru kimi o mite ita

What was it about me that won you over?
きみはわたしのどんなとこを
kimi wa watashi no donna toko o
Or: Can I keep being
すきになってくれたのとか
suki ni natte kureta no to ka
That person again today or not?
きょうもそんなわたしでちゃんと
kyou mo sonna watashi de chanto
My thoughts keep racing
いられてるかいられてないか
irareteru ka iraretenai ka

It comes and goes around and around and around
いったりきったりもうぐるぐるぐるぐる
ittari kittari mou guruguruguruguru

With the one thing you say, look, I’ll forget about everything and everything
そのひとことでねほらぜんぶぜんぶわすれちゃって
sono hitokoto de ne hora zenbu zenbu wasurechatte
With the next thing you say, I’ll crave for more and more from you again
そのふたことめでまたもっともっとよくばりになる
sono futakotome de mata motto motto yokubari ni naru
When I’m in front of you, I let go of all of myself forever and ever
きみのまえだとぜんぶほどかれてくのどこまでも
kimi no mae da to zenbu hodokareteku no doko made mo

With an inaudible voice
きこえないくらいのこえで
kikoenai kurai no koe de
I whispered that I love you
ささやいたきみがすきだよ
sasayaita kimi ga suki da yo
Hey, have you noticed?
きみはねえきずいているの
kimi wa nee kizuite iru no
I held my breath and waited for your answer
いきをひそめてこたえをまった
iki o hisomete kotae o matta

What's the meaning of happiness on misfortune?
だれかのふしあわせのうえに
dareka no fushiawase no ue ni
Everything is of my own choosing
きずくしあわせのいみとか
kizuku shiawase no imi to ka
If I am right?
すべてじぶんできめたくせに
subete jibun de kimeta kuse ni
Or I was wrong?
ただしかったのかまちがってたのか
tadashikatta no ka machigatteta no ka

It comes and goes around and around and around
いったりきったりもうぐるぐるぐるぐる
ittari kitari mou guruguruguruguru

With the one thing you say, look, I’ll forget about everything and everything
そのひとことでねほらぜんぶぜんぶわすれちゃって
sono hitokoto de ne hora zenbu zenbu wasurechatte
With the next thing you say, I’ll crave for more and more from you again
そのふたことめでまたもっともっとよくばりになる
sono futakotome de mata motto motto yokubari ni naru
When I’m in front of you, I let go of all of myself forever and ever
きみのまえだとぜんぶほどかれてくのどこまでも
kimi no mae da to zenbu hodokareteku no doko made mo

Even if my body is locked by words
ことばでからだにかぎをかけたって
kotoba de karada ni kagi o kaketatte
My heart can’t be bound
こころのなかまでしばれないけど
kokoro no naka made shibarenai kedo

So hey, if you, if you was the only first thing that I have said
そのひとことめがねえもしももしもきみだったら
sono hitokotome ga nee moshi mo moshi mo kimi dattara
Then I hope the next thing that will be said, yes, is always going to be me
つづくふたことめそういつもわたしだといいな
tsuzuku futakotome sou itsumo watashi da to ii na

With the one thing you say, look, I’ll forget about everything and everything
そのひとことでねほらぜんぶぜんぶわすれちゃって
sono hitokoto de ne hora zenbu zenbu wasurechatte
With the next thing you say, I’ll crave for more and more from you again
そのふたことめでまたもっともっとよくばりになる
sono futakotome de mata motto motto yokubari ni naru
When I’m in front of you, I let go of all of myself forever and ever
きみのまえだとだめだほどかれてくのどこまでも
kimi no mae da to dame da hodokareteku no doko made mo