Not Ready

Where am I?
What is this?
What am I doing?
And with who?

Whats is right or wrong?
What am I?
What are the places I have to go?
Who should I relate to?

What are my fears?
And what are my dreams?
There is something beyond my bones? Life
I no longer know the difference between lie and truth
I'm not ready to live!
I'll never be!

''Compromises, time, money, cars, planes
Trees, ocean, coffe, college, hurricane''
I'm not ready for life and it's lessons
I'm not ready to live