why am i like this

Do people like you ever feel this way?

I treat my friends like therapists
Most days, I feel like shit
And I call them just to bitch
They should get paid for this
My parents' getting old
And I rarely visit home
I should get off my phone
But I'm scared of being alone

I get prioritized too much
My girl and I broke up
And I wasted all her love
But I can't thank her enough
I made this character I hate
To be someone I ain't
And I'd rather be someone else
But there's no one else to blame

I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit
I know I'm selfish and I have to live with it
Sometimes, I wish I don't exist
Please tell me why, why, why am I like this?
(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh)
So tell me why, why, why am I like this?

Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I li–
Why the fuck am I like this?
And if I was gone
Would you really miss me?

I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit
I know I'm selfish and I have to live with it
Sometimes, I wish I don't exist
Please tell me why, why, why am I like this?

(Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh)
So tell me why, why, why am I like this?