Ballet Pumps

I wish my skin was made of metal
And my heart was hard as nails
I wish my body was a vessel
That never dared to fail me
If only I could be the girl that I pretend to be
I'd be bulletproof
Well, I say I don't get jealous
But we all know that's a lie
'Cause there's a girl that I've been stalking
It takes up all my time
If only I could be as nonchalant as I might seem
I'd be invincible

So is it okay if I don't have fun tonight?
Is it an outrage that a girl like me can cry?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck
So is it okay if we dance to something sad?
Is it insane if I'm not some superman?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck

I finally fell in love
And everybody wonders how
Such a cold and heartless bitch
Could ever hold a person down
And I'm acting like I don't care
But I'm actually really homesick
I wanna see my parents
But refuse to let 'em know it

So is it okay if I don't have fun tonight?
Is it an outrage that a girl like me can cry?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck
So is it okay if we dance to something sad?
Is it insane if I'm not some superman?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck

Soldier down
You knock, I say go away!
Ballads in the bathtub
Stuffing my face
Soldier down
You knock, I say go away!
I say go away!

So is it okay if I don't have fun tonight?
Is it an outrage that a girl like me can cry?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck
So is it okay if we dance to something sad?
Is it insane if I'm not some superman?
I'm putting on my ballet pumps
I'm feeling delicate as fuck
I'm delicate, I'm delicate, I'm delicate as fuck