Scarred

I've got some troubles to define perception,
it could come back to me,
maybe it's more than I should bear,
fallen into misleading self-deception
that is blinding me within
the line that bounds anybody.
Have I had lively changes
in my lifetime direction,
or I used to get used,
what a fucked trick has to be!
Strenght leads the way,
but not just for you!
I know what really cares about me.
I know what really cares,
I know how things work out,
leaving it drags me down in false sobriety.
But I can't reach out
what really happens to me,
the trick is in everything and
I choose to lose myself in the stream.
Everything outside is turning inside my head.
Have I had lively changes
in my lifetime direction,
or I used to get used,
what a fucked trick has to be!
Strenght leads the way,
but not just for you!
I suppose I'll start thinking
I've scarred off me.