Despondent

Its not the first time that ive felt this way
A constant darkness
It eats me up everyday
I'm not just down,
Its like I'm stuck underground.

And everytime I find myself on my feet I'm just let down,
I wont let myself drown
Everyface, everyplace, everything a fuckin waste,
We give our lives for just one taste

Its safe to say I cherish everyday
No giving up I'm here to stay
My, my head feels heavy, hopes are low
But I will not be the one to show

Everything I want to get back, slowly fades
And away and turns black
Less motivation everyday
I never thought these feeings would stay
I dont want to end up like the rest.