it was me

You're either growing or you're dying
Could've saved ourselves a couple years of fighting
I guess it's easy now it's over
To play it back with all this clarity and closure

You painted my reality in fire red
And called it green
And I, I
And I still wanna say the pain
Is all your fault and you're to blame
But ah, ah

But it was me
Who didn't leave
Who never told you to fuck off
Who couldn't be
Strong enough for what I want
You made me doubt myself
Made love feel more like hell
But it was me
Fuck you
But it was me

Guess you caught me, I was lying
To myself when I said: We should keep on trying
Now I know how much I needed
For you to be okay
So I could be okay

You painted my reality in fire red
And called it green
And I, I
And I still wanna say the pain
Is all your fault and you're to blame
But ah, ah

But it was me
Who didn't leave
Who never told you to fuck off
Who couldn't be
Strong enough for what I want
You made me doubt myself
Made love feel more like hell
But it was me
Fuck you
But it was me