By My Side

Forced in place
Wouldn’t have it any other way
Looking for the things to say
Forced in place
This isn’t how it’s ever supposed to be
I’m lying to myself

Cuz I hold things back
While I preach no cap
What a whack mindset
What I wouldn’t give to quit

Cuz Imma push my luck
Till I fuck things up
With my mouth sewed shut

I can feel the tension
From holding all this weight
This isn’t who I want to be
So selfish honestly
I’m stuck in my ways

This Feels just like before
Found open doors I can’t ignore
Stuck running circles like I’m lost in my head

I can’t make up
My mind is made up
Sometimes just straight fucked
But you’re the only one I really want here by my side

I can’t wait up
No time to waste up
Or get myself stuck
When I'm the only one I really need here by my side

Push it right back keep yourself fed with the right mindset