why’d i wake up

All I wanted was to find her
And then close my eyes
But ti's not how things work
And I wasted my time
Now you found someone new
And I found someone, too
'Cause you said: This ends here
And couldn't say: I love you

So I thought about it before
So many nights before I broke down and then
Let my heart give up, just to forget you
Then I became okay
I finally felt sane
And then I found love
That wanted me to stay
And even when it rained

So every night I dream about the girl that wants me whole

Then I woke up and she left me
It felt like I died
You know, it could've been amazing
Now I can't close my eyes
Yeah, I know I have issues
And I know you have issues
'Cause you said: This ends here
And couldn't say: I love you