stay asleep

Everything's funny
My life around me
It gets so bad when I don't act like I'm all good
You'll hate my story
You'll think it's boring
I'd rather die than tell you why I'm not a book

'Cause I-I-I
Feel it all inside my mind
It keeps failing over time
Could I still just breathe
If my pain could ease?
What is wrong with me?
With me?
All the things I had left me so sad and weak
You'll see
Why I always stay asleep

And try to disappear
I don't be long here
Everything in my head doesn't tell me to blend
Exactly what is coming next

'Cause I-I-I
Feel it all inside my mind
It keeps failing over time
Could I still just breathe
If my pain could ease?
What is wrong with me?
With me?
Everyday feels bad
It's so, so sad to see
You'll see
Why I always stay asleep