The Pain

God, I feel so numb
What happened to my days
Wish I could turn on the lights
Mother help me now
Like once, you used to say
What is wrong what is right
It doesn't matter anyway
One more shot, and I'm ok

Enough with the talk
There's nothing you can say
I need to fight my demons
Need to hurt myself
To kiss goodbye the pain

I've been so blind to see
To walk through the door
It feels so good in the dark
But please let me stay
Cause once you're gone I'll be ok

This fight is mine
It's not for you
I will be fine
What have I done