Mom, I Love You the Wrong Way

Mom, I love you the wrong way
The sprawling beast, infested bowels
Needs to be fed
Parasitic colonization
Its claws pierce me from the inside
Absorbing the vital essence
Phantasmatic tapeworm serving its desires beyond mine
Individual will dissolved, desecrated nature

Mom, I love you the wrong way

Poisonous snake, raised from sleeping ashes
Cancerous womb, primal hybridization
True face of evil forever unknown
At least I experienced its touch inside

Unsuccessful relentless resistance, filling a bottomless abyss
An acute sense of perversion

Acid secretion discharge, corrode the mucosa
Constant narcissistic need to become someone I can’t be
Unstoppable appetite, maternal digestion
Illusions forgotten, it will never leave

The oedipal parasite never sleeps
It enslaves me, submits me to its needs
Spreading guilt through my guts