Slutphase

Is it a slut phase?
Or is it a band-aid?
Do I like this outfit?
Is it for the male gaze?
Wait, what am I doing?
It's 3 on a Wednesday
And I swear I hardly recognize myself
Is it a distraction?
Is it paranoia?
Should I say sorry to my new employer?
I miss the old me
I kinda destroyed her
And now I just hardly recognize myself

As if I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not
I miss you, oh my God (oh my God)

I'm getting good at faking
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
I'm saying that I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

One night with jonah
He paid for my dinner
Went dancing with jacob
Thought he was a winner
Jackson was sweet
But I'm still kinda bitter
And most nights I hardly recognize myself
(I just keep telling myself)

Everybody needs a slut phase
While they're young and hot
I miss you, oh my God (oh my God)

I'm getting good at faking
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
I'm saying that I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

I'm saying that I'm getting over (everybody needs a slut phase)
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over (while they're young and hot)
All of the things that I'm not really over

(Everybody needs a slut phase)
(While they're young and hot)
(Everybody needs a slut phase)
(While they're young and hot)