Hold On To Nothing

when i think about you with another guy
i cant help but to cry
i dont want to live
i just want to die
so i had another nightmare again
i wake up, the nigtmare never ends

depression sets in so i pierce the skin
watch the blood drip from my viens
so i transport the pain of emotional stress
i feel stupid ignorance is bliss

how is it that you can move on
but i seem to keep holding on
my heart wont let it go
all these feelings you have to know
these scars i wear inside and out
why must we have all this doubt

im not sure how much longer
i can hold onto anything at all