I Will See You In Heaven

Here I come - trouble is my name
Chaos is my father - but I´m not to blame
I am only a human desaster in need of affection

You´re the one - you´re twice as much insane
I´d be happy if you´d only let me watch over you
I don´t need to be touched in the first place

Life - I knew I couldn´t cope with
Life - I knew I couldn´t deal with
Life
Nothing changes but life´s not the same anymore

I will see you in heaven
I am on my own
All alone with a
Heart like concrete

I will see you in heaven
There´s no need to cry
But I know that it
Feels like hell inside

I am a failure - at least I´m your man
I promised you nothing - so don´t be surprised
When I tell you that all I have planned
Never more than illusions

It´ll be like it always has been
You are the one that looks after me when
I have no one to trust or to turn to
In my weirdest nightmares

Figure this: lost in a spider´s web
Too weak to handle what happened
And what lies ahead
Life is relentless and I´d rather wish I was dead
Allthough the world keeps spinning ´round
I fall
I thought I could fly - but I´m back now