A Four-dimensional Smile

A Four-dimensional Smile

Everyday, Everyday all i have in my life is trouble
When I think I am done with one thing,
Something else starts fussing
Yesterday onto today, the same thing going on and on
Can't I solve these troubles independently on my own ?

Everyday, everyday, I envy you for getting through
Despite burdening so much trouble
Up to the point of knowing who to ask for help
I envy you for being so humble

It revives itself from the bottom of the hell
It is an inseparable and an unsavory tie

What do you want from me ?
What on earth do you want from me ?
What hope do you have in me ?
What on earth do you want me to do ?

No matter how beautifully you say it
You talk simply doesn't get any better
So be clear ! What you really want is my help
So just say it

Every time, every time, all I hear is the same grumbling
Can't you get the hold of this pattern ?
Does it make you happy to repeat the same things over and over ?
As you can't realize this yourself, not much can be done

Every night of my life, all i have is violence
But, people can only accept it
You either so lovely or your love your foolish dream more than anything on this Earth

I am hard pressed every day for a long long time
Where is this all going to? What is it like this ?

What is wrong with me ?
What on earth is wrong with me ?
Who can I do ?
What on earth can I do ?

No matter how warm you are
You cannot convey the pain other feel
Just free me up from this please
It does not matter where I go to

I keep reciting it somewhere in my mind
No one understands that I cannot cope with this

What do you want to realize by doing this ?
What are you trying to convey by doing this ?

What do you request from whom ?
What is it that you want from others ?
Who do you want to hurt ?
Who on earth do you want to hurt ?

No matter how honest you are, I cannot trust you whatsoever
If I cannot imagine what is my future like, then what should i be looking up to in my life ?

My heart was thorn apart from this hard-bitten quick task
Stop attacking me with that vague
four-dimensional smile of yours

Muteki no Yojigen-smile de, take me out to some place right now
If it cannot be fixed tomorrow, then there is not much point in saying anything today

Uwasa no Yojigen-smile de, and stop blaming me for nothing !
Take me out to some place with that invincible
four-dimensional smile of yours