Outermost

How can you keep such a stiff face?
When I am running mad
It all seems just a game for you
I’ll laugh about it

I wanted to listen to the rain
But how can I?
If your song is playing loud
It ain’t no fun

You know below a total blackout
We can see the most
I realized I can close my eyes
If you've got the switch

Someday I’ll love myself so much
I’ll live apart from you and
Won’t need to pretend our story
Was nothing ‘cause it will be