Es Tan Difícil

It's So Hard

Es Tan Difícil

I'm trying to build my new life without your loveEstoy intentando construir mi nueva vida sin tu amor
And so much time has passedY ha pasado tanto
That I almost forget youQue casi te olvido
But when I remember youPero al recordarte
I want to be with youQuiero estar contigo

I'm still not sureAún no estoy seguro
That forgetting you is goodQue olvidarte es bueno
But I never doubtPero nunca dudo
How much I love youCuánto yo te quiero

Because my story is linked to your storyPorque mi historia está ligada con tu historia
Because my wound is linked to your lifePorque mi herida está ligada con tu vida
And even though sometimes I remove you from my memoryY aunque en momentos te saco de mi memoria
I haven't been able to erase you yetYo no he podido arrancarte todavía

And it's so hardY es tan difícil
To get used to another bodyAcostumbrarme a otro cuerpo
To another mouth that doesn't kiss me the sameA otra boca, que no me bese igual
It's so hardEs tan difícil
To get used to other handsAcostumbrarme a otras manos
That don't caress me the sameQue no me acaricien igual
And it's so hardY es tan difícil
To know that I shouldn't kiss youSaber que no te debo besar

And knowing that you existY al saber que existes
That you're thinking of meQue me estás pensando
I fall into the madness of telling you that I love youCaigo en la locura de decirte que te amo
It's something terribleEs algo terrible
That's killing meQue me está matando
Knowing that you live but far from my handsAl saber que vives pero lejos de mis manos

I want to fall in love in other dreams where you don't appearQuiero enamorarme en otros sueños donde no aparezcas tú
But even my shadowPero hasta mi sombra
Reflects your faceRefleja tu cara
And no matter how hard I tryY por más que intento
I can't do anythingNo puedo hacer nada

When I'm aloneCuando quedo a solas
My conscience speaks to meMe habla la conciencia
Accuses me and blames meMe acusa y me culpa
For your indifferencePor tu indiferencia

Or maybe my conscience is unconsciousO tal vez sea inconsciente mi conciencia
And wants to make me see that you never failedY quiera hacerme ver que tú nunca fallaste
And in that doubt, I almost lose my mindY en esa duda casi pierdo la cabeza
So I don't know if I should forget you or forgive youEntonces no sé si olvidarte o perdonarte

And it's so hardY es tan difícil
To get used to another bodyAcostumbrarme a otro cuerpo
To another mouth that doesn't kiss me the sameA otra boca que no me bese igual
And it's so hardY es tan difícil
To get used to other handsAcostumbrarme a otras manos
That don't caress me the sameQue no me acaricien igual
And it's so hardY es tan difícil
To know that I shouldn't kiss youSaber que no te debo besar

And knowing that you existY al saber que existes
That you're thinking of meQue me estás pensando
I fall into the madness of telling you that I love youCaigo en la locura de decirte que te amo

It's something terribleEs algo terrible
That's killing meQue me está matando
Knowing that you liveEl saber que vives
But far from my handsPero lejos de mis manos