First Litany ov Eternal Nothingness

Descending in the valley of sins
I know I'm not alone
Spectral presences around me
Where the silence is destructive
And only now I know who I am
Nothing is rational ... Nothing is conceivable

Lying down on the freezing ground
In the disturbing peace of my senses
And I don't need to die to relish its taste
Every whisper of wind ... Every leaf that falls
Is like a tormented scream
That lights a smile on my face
And when I'm blind a terrible litany reaches me
To give me pure sensations of violent grief

The mind is free from every thought
And it forces to return
Transforming my breath in a still empty tomb

I've arrived at the portal, where I brought with me ...
... The disturbing truths and the violent sins
Here my energy is unattainable
Transforming my breath in a still empty tomb