Wish

Please just give me a Chan Marshall eulogy.
If I was ever anything at all, it's all breaking news to me.

Breaking down in a rage just to apologize. It's really so strange
watching all these strangers sigh.

If feels like I'm living through my last days every day.

On your strongest of days you couldn't make me feel any less insane.

Wish the ongoing theme about me
wasn't "he's just crazy"

Wish I knew safety.
Wish nothing phased me.
Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest.
Wish the darkness didn't cloud me. Wish I wasn't an emotional wreck