Disassociate

Walking down the road once again
Waiting for me there my only friend
I am longing to be psyched out, chemically free
Or is it really a dead end?

I cannot explain how i feel
Living in a land so unreal
A world inside my brain, am i going insane?
And will my mind ever heal?

My world about to crack
As i am coming back on track
But did i really find what i was looking for?
The place inside my mind will suck me in again

I can feel myself disintegrate
Will i ever leave this mental state?
Who cares, as long as i'm here? there is nothing i fear
Go back, disassociate