Absolute hatred

Life of sadness has not been the same
What I've felt I don't feel the same way
Life of madness takes over me
Blooming hatred is all I have left
Life's collapsing, mine and theirs
I have hatred to myself and to them

There is no way I can escape
The wish to murder all of them
To rip off their heads
To slit their throats
To blow their brains out
And to dance on their bones

I'm a worthless, useless human
So are you

Years of suffering had turned into something different
Stronger, more meaningful
An absolute hatred
Towards everything
And everyone