Instinto

Instinct

My soul is vomiting dead notes
Seeing you so far, wanting you so close
The day you love me a little, I'll throw a party
With red eyes but without the blindfold

The hardest tears are the ones you don't show
If I fall, it will be with my boots on
If you look into my eyes, you'll never find answers
I feel like Christ, carrying a cross

If this depresses you, leave, close the subject, fill the quota
I care little about what they give, I'm in mourning
I have about three hundred songs, but broken
Because I see that in ten years I haven't given myself a minute

I'm dying, and when I'm gone
They won't miss me, just my talent
Just come to the artist and what I am as a singer is within your reach
But my life is a cancer, don't want to see it from the inside

We've all been lied to in the face
It's the result of every cunning human passing by and not believing anything anymore
The damn thing is that once trust is broken
In this world, the world doesn't fix it for you

And look, what the hell are you complaining about
If the biggest education we received was to be another sheep
Here, it's not the wisest who counts, it's the one who listens
And without having a damn clue, advises what he hears

We are dead children inside
We grew up fast, to die slowly
You wouldn't fall asleep if you didn't tell yourself stories
The tough part is when we open our eyes at some point

If I continue in this, it's because of a promise I made to my grandfather
He told me: Be a star so you'll have heaven closer
I don't give a damn about money, son of a b*tch, I don't move
For the number of zeros, not for zero fear

Since he left, I don't give a sh*t about anything
I say what I want because I have nothing to lose, idiot
I'm alone, I cry alone, tell me what good is it to have tears of gold
I control everything I see

My father makes in a year what I make in half an hour of gig
Those who gave me life, for them it will be everything
And my rap will make sense when covered in mud
They will call me a legend, those who never went to a gig

And because I defended women, they unfollowed me
Let the Moon judge, who was the dog and who the wolf
But I never changed and yet I changed everything
I was, am, will be rap, pure and tough

I never changed anything, damn, I never bent over
I chose the wrong era, I swear, but
Listen to my songs from 2010 and you'll see the future
I didn't make a mistake

Just that before they were called geeks, now they're called rappers
You want to compare me in charts, you suck my balls
The daddy of this sh*t doesn't fit in video game rap
Damn, f*ck that, not even to the gum on the floor

BLK, one of my lines says more than your whole song
I'm not a rat kid, not even a bit
Here we answer beefs by smashing you on the ground
For a thousand years, I'm still a nobody

Always quiet in the shadow making the monkeys dance
It's okay, practicality is the father of beauty
Respect the Homo Sapiens, thanks to him you have a zippo
Look at how everything is, boy

Just by appearing on TV and f*cking, you get rich
They say it's a crime to sh*t on a corrupt king
But they pay prostitutes with my taxes, I'm amazed
When this comes out, think and reflect

I have enough for two albums but Blake doesn't kill my persona
For me, writing life is something sad that collapses
Not a reason to believe I'm happy while they eat me
I'm in the ground zero of this broken heart

Talking to my dead while kissing every photo
I'm crazy to live without depending so much on the head
Get out of here, not be in the spotlight
We've been deceived