Vértigo

Vertigo

I regret it if I mess up, eh
I regret it if I mess up
I write feelings and record them
I toast to mine, to the good and the bad
To yours, to mine, to everything we carry

I swear I love you
Failing you is a sin
Life is a poison, but you are a gift
I know you're afraid of all I've failed
It's been my ego's fault, the drinks and the shots

I remember your hair, also the 'I love yous'
Missing each other and holding hands
Both looking at the sky listening to the song next door
With clothes on the floor after we left it

We are one, naked and embraced
A knot in my throat when I think of the past
Your hair, the looks, the caresses, the arguments
If I don't know where I come from, how could I know where we're going

In case we don't come back
In case we don't see each other
You enjoy, dear, we're here
Look me in the eyes and tell me we don't love each other
Let's go back to being kids knowing that nothing has changed

Together in good and bad times, separated
Sometimes I don't understand anything and that's when I feel weird
I would kill for your face
But I die in your hands
And even if you break my heart, you'll always be the best thing that happened to me

Let me hug you tighter
In case I don't learn and never see you again
I'm afraid of losing myself and losing you
Of becoming dependent and not having you
I'm aware it was never enough
That I'm tempted by luck
But you know it's different with you
That's why I promise to always take care of you

I don't want to be distant, I just want a moment
To have you, to call you again, like the last time

You are my treasure and I want to fly with you
To rise up to the clouds
To feel the vertigo
Often they ask me why I write
But then I think of you and everything flows

Reasons are few, but you are the reason
For me to want to stay alive despite my pain
By your side there are better views than on a seventh floor
I'm going to jump into the void to fill my heart
And reason fails me
No wonder I fail you later
I fail and I'm a fan of what I keep silent
I sing for the people who fought and then fell

For the mother who raised me, who always stood by me
A kiss for grandpa and the times he believed in me
When I said that one day we would leave the neighborhood

Because nothing compares to a stage
But before fame, there are your lips
And may God forgive me if I prefer your caresses
To being in the rain like in fictional movies

Let's travel to another world
We'll be in the news
Let's make people feel envy

It hurts me if it relieves me
It loves me if it hates me
Life is a ferris wheel and if you leave, my girl
Know that I'll tell our story to my children
Because no matter what happens, you'll always be my family

I never say what I feel
Maybe I became cold over time
Maybe they're right and what they say is true
That I'm not worth it because there's only sorrow inside

I can sing for hundreds and with you I get nervous
I always go with others and it was useless
I swear this time and it's very serious
Because nothing compares to what we have, you and I