Stand Alone

I waited so long for this moment
I forget how to live for today
Full speed but I'm not getting nowhere
I still believe, believe in nothing at all
Sometimes I feel like I'm dying
Maybe I'm already dead
I don't know why I keep trying
I still believe, believe in nothing at all

I stand alone and I'm not gonna break
It's getting harder every morning I wake
I fucking hate it, but I love it this way
Kill me baby, kill me baby

I had a dream I was king of the ocean
Because I like to drown in my pain
I was swollen, I was floating
I don't believe, believe in nothing at all
I'll be just fine in the morning
Just another ordinary man
Scratching the walls of this prison
I still believe, believe in nothing at all

I stand alone, and I'm not gonna break
It's getting harder every morning I wake
I fucking hate it, but I love it this way
Kill me baby, kill me baby

And if I make it then I gotta maintain
Put a bullet inside of my brain
My whole life is a fucking mistake
Kill me baby, kill me baby