Breathless

No heaven could silence my pain
Where's the fucking light
At the end of this godless tunnel
Every fucking day an endeavour
I'm crawling to stand up
And I'm bleeding to feel better
There's no light to see
And no fucking air to breathe

I can see maggots crawling
Around the tree of life
And I can't get out
Of this bloodlaced misery

No air to breathe
Starving for fucking salvation
Starving for salvation
No air to breathe
Isolation rapes my fucking mind
Isolation rapes my mind

I would call no one a father
Who's not closer than a stranger
So open the pit and witness the beast
My head is clouded
But my will is goddamn strong
Still no light to see
And no fucking air to breathe

But I won't let you forget
That I'm the wounded dragon
That can't be slain
This world with all its coldness
Wants me to breakdown
Emotional darkness
It can't get worse
And now I'm stepping back
Into this mass of grey!
I wanted to fight but still I can't see
No light among the breathless