Jamais Vu

Who have I become?
A shell of who I was
I am the one you run from
I feel it in my bones

This is who I’ve always been
Stumbling through
Every moment brings me back to you

Take solace in the feeling
I can never change the way this is
I’m just constantly sinking into this
Gravity pulls me in

How can I sleep at night
Knowing what I think and feel tonight?

Adoration only counts for so much
Can I get it together
Will I make it right
I never knew this time it was falling apart
I’m just hoping for the best
And suffer in silence

Take my hand
I can never change the way this is
Destiny is finite
No coincidence
But a plan out in place
That I cannot alter