Vertigo

I’m stuck somewhere
Inside my own head
It’s the place I go
To disappear
Float gently into nothing
Fade into the atmosphere
Just like I never happened

Every second that goes by
I feel drained a little more
Cannot stop the thoughts inside
A bitter version of myself

We all know where this leads us
Paint me black and white
Strip me of color
Embrace the light and dark
Even when you think you’ve lost it all
Don’t give in

Will I feel like a stranger in my head?
Constantly fighting just to keep from drowning

It’s like I’m always spinning
Searching for a deeper meaning
Embrace the pull of the unknown
Lost in this vertigo

Every moment unsure
Cannot catch my breath
Hoping something takes away
This uncertainty

Every moment unsure
I cannot catch my breath
Hoping something takes away
Paint me in black and white
Embrace the dark and light

Will I feel like a stranger in my head?
Constantly fighting just to keep from drowning

It’s like I’m always spinning
Searching for a deeper meaning
Embrace the pull of the unknown

Feel it twisting, turning
Deep inside
Become the violent waves around you
Lost in this vertigo