Holding The Lights

I can't sleep on through the night
I don't know if we'll be alright
I forget all that i know
I think you're here
But i'm on my own

Didn't i lose my way holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust

I drew a ma to bring you to me
You shut your eyes and now you can't see
I walked away but you didn't call
What if you don't love me anymore

Didn't i lose my way holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust

I know that i tried everything
But we hurled the dust
The ash on the wind

I gave you up so you wouldn't say
I'm not enough to get you to change

Didn't i lose my way holding the lights
Hoping you'll come while they burn through the night
Didn't you see the fire
All that we lost
Didn't you hear me cry
Hands in the dust

Watching the wall cave in
And you're standing still
And everyone's turning in
Hand of the wheel

You had my what
You had my heart
And i don't wanna love you
If you can't