Pictures In My Head

(I not afraid off)
I've done the thing called life before
Still wake up at night for sure
Maybe it won't hurt no more
Since you were in my [?]
The memories
So well life
Color pictures in my head
They won't disappear
They won't disappear

But I'm going forwards
Can I understand
What you've done to me?
Can I comprehend [?]
Your energy
When you call it fate
I call it destiny
Inside of me
More than this me and [?]

You I've done the thing called love before
But I wanna keep it away from you
Baby it won't hurt no more
Since you look into my eyes [?]
My body
It's yours for now
You hold back your anger
I won't disappear
I won't disappear

But I'm going forwards
Cannot understand
What you've done to me
Can I comprehend [?]
Your energy
When you call it fate
I call it destiny
Inside of me [?]
More than this me and [?]