Surrounded

I'm on pins and needles
Tonight I'm not alone
It walks right beside me
But I've just never known
It wraps itself inside me
It takes away my breath
With so little time now
I've got so little left

I'm trapped in the fire
The memories of my past
I'm burning in regrets
And I've aged much too fast
I cannot escape
From what it's done
To my mind
Thrown to the shadows
It's so close behind

The pain of my life
Can't buy me more time
I'm broken and bruised
And I'm losing my mind
Nothing breeds Nothing
When Nothing remains
I've come to the end
Of nothing, of pain

It's just so hard for me
To get along this way
Will I be good or evil,
Kind or cruel today
It's not just what I see,
It's just all in my head
I always prey
When I'm surrounded

Shadow Man
Night is fear
Fade to black
Disappear

No one last time
No freedom of choice
Choking on guilt
And it's taken away my voice
And this death that I sense
Is so very clear
Beyond tonight I'll disappear