Crying

And I tell myself it's not that hard but
I don't know what I'm climbing
I see the top, it's not that far
But this shit don't ever end

I thought you was ride to die but
You was fuckin' lying
I thought you would clear my mind up
But you just left me crying
My love always gets me caught up

Caught up and denying
I stayed always till the Sun up
But you just kept it cloudy
Now I don't want you around me
Okay kinda want you around me

Yeah this shit really confusing, yeah
I don't dive right in
Don't get hurt again
Why you tell me that you love me
But you not my friend
I don't need that shit
I don't need that bitch
I don't need you

And I tell myself it's not that hard but
I don't know what I'm climbing
And I see the top, it's not that far
But this shit don't ever end
I thought you was ride to die but, yeah

You was fuckin' lying
I thought you would clear my mind up
But you just left me crying
My love always gets me caught up, yeah

Caught up and denying
I stayed always till the Sun up
But you just kept it cloudy
Can you tell me if you riding

Or just keep up with the lying, yeah
'Cause you know that I been crying
You know that I been crying
And alright

I look in the mirror
Like all the time and
I say that I'm okay
But I know the truth and

I can't lie I don't like feeling this way
And I tell myself it's not that hard but
I don't know what I'm climbing
I see the top, it's not that far
But this shit don't ever end

'Cause I thought you was ride to die but yeah
You was fuckin' lying
I thought you would clear my mind up
But you just left me crying

My love always gets me caught up, yeah
Caught up and denying
And I stayed always till the Sun up
But you just kept it cloudy