Tell Me Why

I look to you when I'm down
And I hope you turn around and see
That I'm not the way I sound
And I'm not the way I seem
But I'ma make you work like a Monday
And you can move it slow like a Sunday
Don't ask me if I'm okay
Are you flirtin'
Cuz I'm hurtin'

And lord, tell me why
I'm still alive
Just let me die
I'm on my own
Just getting by
I'm all alone
Ain't nothing right
And lord, tell me how
I'm so damn uninviting
And you're so unenticing
Let me down
Every time
You can leave me anytime
I know I'm not that kinda guy
That you need all in your life
I'm not surprised
It's all a lie
I can't help the way I act
I'm full of jealousy and hatred in my life
Can't tell my wrongs from rights tonight
Can't tell the dark from light
'Cuz I sleep through the day
But I'm gone every night
Every song that I write
I did that, I live that

And lord, tell me why
I'm still alive
Just let me die
I'm on my own
Just getting by
I'm all alone
Ain't nothing right
And lord, tell me how
I'm so damn uninviting
And you're so unenticing
Let me down
Every time