NothinG

I've tried so hard for you
Prayed at some loss to me
Why should I beleive in you
When you'd never listen to me
Lets cut ourselves with love
Our smiles were our swords
Is there ever anything good
I dont want this anymore

You weren't there for me
When I was falling
Lost in the abandoning
I'm nothing to you
I'm nothing for you
I'm just what you want me to be

This life is too much to take
I'd rather just fall apart
Start tearing at the seems
Dont stop till you hit the heart
You can cry yourself an ocean
Only to pretend you cared
When all this is over
I'll be the one standing there

You weren't there for me
When I was falling
Lost in the abandoning
I'm nothing to you
I'm nothing for you
I'm just what you want me to be

I'll never trust in you
I'll never survive for you

It's just what you wanted
It's always what you got
I hope that you love this
will it ever give up
...will it ever stop?

I hate you,
I hate you for everything
I cant stand this