Apology

Cant go back
What can i do
I can see how everything is weighing on you

Every mans dream
Moment of lust
A broken bond with someone trust--ed

Edge of insanity-barely remember
Like a pitbull being dragged to a dog fight
Half wanting to -the other trembling
Impending doom in the wake of that night
Knew it wasnt right
Wish i never got the invite
Should have put on the stop light
Have perfect 20/20 hindsight

Morning comes
Eyes open slowly
Reality hits me like a tsunami

No eyes focused
Regrets abounding
All the sudden things were feeling crowd-ed

B line for the door-head bowed in shame
Feelings of regrets begin to accelerate
Live a life good-one night of evil
My hearts not strong enough to bear this weight
Wanna set things straight
Sleep in the bed that we cr--eate
I turned into the person i hate
My remorse i cant downstate

All i can do is tell you in this song
Bout the night that everything went wrong
Face to face not an option for me
To my friend--this is my apology