Paranoid

I'm in the darkroom where it's comfortable
The true colors are in the drawer
If you want to see them you'll have no help
I'm too lazy or it's something else
You take the chance and now you see the truth
You like it? No. It's really hard to choose
I'm all excited now that it's been done
I've been violated but it's been fun

I am destroyed
I am destroyed
I am destroyed
I'm paranoid

With every turn I grow a new layer of skin
Someday it'll be so thick you can't get in
I take trust in only who I love
And their lives I truly put above
Someday could I shed my skin?
Then maybe I could begin again
A line, a dot, a square, who really cares?
But once I have them I'll never share