Haven't Been Good

I haven't been good
For I while no
Don't give me that look
Been trying but I don't know how
If I don't deserve your love
Then just leave me in the dust
You'd be better off without me
Anyway
I haven't been good
For a while now
But I swear this'll be the end
Oh I swear it's the last time
If I feel it creeping in
Then I'll win the fight
I can't get you out my mind
Just give me one more try

I've been good
For a while now
Your message understood
Been striding towards the light now
No I don't wanna live for the minute
Crash past the limit
Take me to your haven of love
No I don't wanna live so afflicted
Burnt out and twisted
Hold me till the morning Sun
But I swear this'll be the end
Oh I swear it's the last time
If I feel it creeping in
Then I'll win the fight
I can't get you out my mind
Just give me one more try