Absence Of Light

As the sky turns black and the rain to blood,
my memories slowly torn from me...
I guess the life I intended on... I guess it will never be.

I can't find any other way to justify
..I can not find my inner peace.
I can't find any way to justify
thoughts of my life destroying me.

Darkness falls upon my eyes now
and one last thought remains with me,
...pictures of what I have done
are forever haunting me.

Deep in my mind I can't let go to save my soul,
I curse at God, I beg and plead for this release
...from ...this ...life.

I can't find any other way to justify
..I can not find my inner peace.
I can't find any way to justify
thoughts of my life destroying me.

...never wanted to be this way.