Crossing Field

All this pride that I display
That I bring with me everyday
I am so wrong and so scared
Curse my damn facade

My desire to appear as though I'm just fine
Not broken, as I sort through my past
I realize, have I even grown
Have I nothing left to show

This cannot be
I shall now put the past behind, away anxiety
I know that I am meant for more than I can see
Grant me the courage now I pray

To cease all my pain, my doubt, my tears, my fears
That keep me from your side
I hope you are near I cant do this alone

When will these dreams of my mine become my own reality
I want to always be with you
I will be always at your side