I Need a Doctor

I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them

Where do I begin? I don't fit in
This ain't no hipster shit, I'm just different than
Most my friends left me again
They say I'm not as fun 'cause I won't get drunk with them

My heart's in a war
I keep being torn
My body can't take it, take it, yeah
I feel like I'm trapped
Any second, I could snap
Being me is so dangerous

I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them
Tryna find myself
Yeah, yeah, tryna find myself

Wake up
I gotta get my head straight, renovate
Maybe I should medicate, yeah
I don't get the end game anyway
Probably why I'll never change
So I use sex and lust to get my buzz, I'm fiending
I never got attention that I needed
Saw the ones I love become defeated
And made me be the person I believed in

My heart's in a war
I keep being torn
My body can't take it, take it, yeah
I feel like I'm trapped
Any second, I could snap
Being me is so dangerous

I need a doctor
I can't take this any longer
All my friends are using vodka
And they tell me it helps
If I'm being honest
Growing up has been a process
All my friends were hella toxic
And I lost a lot of them

Tryna find myself
Yeah, yeah (tryna find myself)
My heart can't take it, take it, yeah
Yeah, yeah (tryna find myself)
My heart can't take it, take it, yeah

Tryna find myself, yeah, yeah
I'm tryna find myself