Nueve Meses

Nine Months

Nueve Meses

After a month I had lost what I had kept so muchAl mes había perdido lo que tanto guarde
I felt in my body the advanceSentí en mi cuerpo el adelanto
Of what would change my life foreverDe lo que cambiaría mi vida para siempre
That's how I started to love youAsí comencé a quererte

In three months I was already transformingEn tres meses ya me estaba transformando
Into someone I didn't even recognizeEn alguien que ni yo reconocía
Legs, back, heart, everything hurtLas piernas, la espalda, el corazón, todo me dolía

That's how I started to feel lonelyAsí empecé a sentirme sola
And I, who couldn't waitY yo que no veía la hora
You're getting closer, six monthsTe estás aproximando, seis meses
Vomiting won't makeVomitando no van a hacer
This woman give up until the endQue esta mujer se rinda hasta cumplir

Nine months for youNueve meses por ti
I would repeat so many timesRepetiría tantas veces
Feel this painSentir este dolor
Die for this loveMorir por este amor

I can't imagineNo puedo imaginarme
That you grow inside meQue creces dentro de mí
That you don't belong to meQue no me perteneces

Maybe you'll understandQuizás lo entenderás
When you come backCuando regreses
And the cycle repeatsY se repita el ciclo
It's not easy, but I would waitNo es fácil, pero volvería
Nine monthsA esperar nueve meses

I was so afraid of failingTenía tanto miedo de fallar
Losing what I once wasPerder lo que un día fui
It made me trembleMe hacía temblar
Knowing myself selfishSaberme egoísta
And that all my flawsY que todos mis defectos
Could reflect on youEn ti se podían reflejar

I reached eightLlegué a los ocho
And I already feltY yo ya me sentía
Like a Botero modelModelo de Botero
In lingerieEn lencería

The worst of peopleLa peor de las personas
Hormone overdoseSobredosis de hormonas
I was eager for the day to comeMe urgía que llegara el día

That's how I started to feel lonelyAsí empecé a sentirme sola
And I, who couldn't waitY yo que no veía la hora
You're getting closer, six monthsTe estás aproximando, seis meses
Vomiting won't makeVomitando no van a hacer
This woman give up until the endQue esta mujer se rinda hasta cumplir

Nine months for youNueve meses por ti
I would repeat so many timesRepetiría tantas veces
Feel this painSentir este dolor
Die for this loveMorir por este amor

I can't imagineNo puedo imaginarme
That you grow inside meQue creces dentro de mí
That you don't belong to meQue no me perteneces

Maybe you'll understandQuizás lo entenderás
When you come backCuando regreses
And the cycle repeatsY se repita el ciclo
Because somethingPorque algo
I can assure youSí te puedo asegurar

It's not easyNo es fácil
But I would give againPero volvería a entregar
My body to the miracleMi cuerpo al milagro
Of waiting nine monthsDe esperar nueve meses
Nine monthsNueve meses