Finding Euphoria

See you slipping into a place
You cannot escape it again
Continuation of sleep and grief
Paralyzed you keep giving in

When will it be enough
What will your mind become
When your lungs are dry
With a rotting tongue

Time preys on your decay
Your pride, your shame, your mortality

Find euphoria
When you’ve given up
Creeping in like a leech to the blood
You've become what destroyed you again

Empathy was a luxury
You depleted with every breath
When the darkness takes you whole
You can deny it anymore
That your afraid to die alone
What are you waiting for

I can see it now
It’s So goddamn much to take
The pain ends when you let go