Reason

I got to tell you this is so hard
Sometimes I fail to look inside
My mind is fading into the night
How can I do? Do you hear me now?
Why do I have to feel so sad about
All the pain around the world?
When all that darkness is chasing me
In everywhere I go
Maybe I'm a fool for thinking like this
But it's just life, so what is it?

I'm trying to find the reasons why
I keep waking up in the middle of all those nights
Maybe I'm drowning in my own words
And all that shit I did before
If it's my punishment coming for me
I'm so afraid just let me be
I'm not ashamed to seek help
If this place I'm in is like hell
If someone thinks can do something or say
Just come and take my fears away
'Cause now I know I'm nothing but
A little soul with a body trapped

I started to feel a voice inside
This seems to be here all the time
Is it the God watching me?
From what I'm feeling, it seems to be
Please, I invite you to coming here
I hate feeling alone so I'll let you in
If you can give me back something like a purpose

I will be quiet in my mind
So come and say the words
Can I take your hands my love?
Let me show you to the world
Like the amazing thing I know you are
I know you can give them a reason to shine
A reason to fly away