Cycle Of Suffering

Overwhelmed by desire
I am caught in this cycle of suffering

These urges devour all sense of decency
Composure no longer maintained with dignity

Burdened for life
Altered mentality

Drawn to inject myself with blight
Foulest substance inducting cellular death

It's so repulsive by design
All I feel, this burning fixation
A constant craving to tranquilize
Please sedate my sensations

Overwhelmed by desire
Sold my soul to escape from reality
My impending demise
I am caught in this cycle of suffering

Web of lies
Mindless dependency

Concealed I now reside
I must remain in reclusive obscurity

Forever haunted for the things that I have done
Yet every second, still one thing on my mind
My addiction epitomized

Overwhelmed by desire
Sold my soul to escape from reality
Dignity now defiled
The price to pay for a moment in ecstasy
My demise
At the end of this life filled with suffering