Alive For The Last Time

Alive for the last time
I'm lost inside
With no respite
This is the moment that I cross over
The old me dies and I'm one step closer

Scars on scars from different decades
It's not supposed to end this way
Scars on scars
It's not a fucking phase

I only am fight or flight
If it's fight I'm ready to die
Death will end the suffering
It's better in the end
Just trust me
I'm your inner voice
Your fucking best friend

Anything to get away
Separate myself from my soul

Anything to get away
Separate myself from my soul

A little more time and you'll remind people when I was alive
A few more lies and I'll convince you everything is fine
A little is good than more is better
These seem like songs but they're suicide letters
All these songs end the same
No matter where it starts, it ends in the grave

Anything to get away
Separate myself from my soul