Enamorado

In Love

Enamorado

I record just for you to listen to meGrabo solo para que tú me escuches
I want to see your eyes shineQuiero ver tus ojos brillar
Like that afternoon every night, your jet black hairComo esa tarde cada noche, tu pelo azabache
I will get tangled up, I will adore youMe enredaré, te adoraré
And I'll give you my best rhymeY te daré mi mejor rima
What is more valuable than a stuffed animal?Que es más valiosa que un peluche

I won't fight for you if I can barely start my daysNo lucharé por ti si apenas puedo comenzar mis días
There is no energyNo hay energia
I am allergic to joyTengo alergia a la alegría
And fear of leaving homeY miedo a salir de casa
Why don't you come and hug me?Por que no vienes y me abrazas
Your calls are becoming increasingly rareTus llamadas son cada vez más escasas

I wake up crying at two, three, fourMe despierto llorando a las dos, a las tres, a las cuatro
And I try to go back to sleepY trato de volverme a dormir
Even if it's just for a little whileAunque sea un rato
I don't want to feel the existenceNo quiero sentir el existir
I want to escape from sufferingQuiero huir del sufrir
But I will never be able to leave VladimirPero jamás podré salir del Vladimir
Tormented, I don't want to go crazyAtormentado, no quiero volverme loco
I've been crazy beforeLoco ya he estado
My mood is terribleMi estado de animo es pésimo

She was determined to say no to her boyfriendElla se empecino en decir no a su enamorado
I became obsessed with his kisses even if they were messed upMe obsesioné con sus besos aunque estén en mal estado
I must confess that I have dreamed that I diedDebo confesar que he soñado que muero
And I see you crying, isolated from everyone I loveY te veo llorando aislada de todos a los que quiero
At my funeral I saw more people than I imaginedEn mi funeral vi más gente de la que imaginé
I marginalized myself from the aboragineMe marginé de la aborágine
I realized that they really had faith in meMe fijé que en verdad me tenían fe
But I disappointed, I gave upPero defraudé, claudiqué
I destroyed lungs, liver and septumDestrocé pulmones, hígado y tabique
Do you want to know why?Quieres saber el por qué?
It is precisely because I could not find the reason for anythingEs precisamente porque a nada le encontré el por qué
And because even though I had something to fight with, I always falteredY por que aunque tuve con que luchar siempre flaquié

I used to lock myself awayYo solía a encerrarme
To write to heal myselfA escribir para sanarme
Today I lock myself up because pain wants to love me in privateHoy me encierro por que la pena en privado quiere amarme
I would like her to go with someone elseQuisiera que con otro se fuera
But I know that soon I myselfPero se que pronto yo mismo
I would ask him to come backLe pediría que volviera
I have lived so much with herHe vivido tanto con ella
I don't know how to live any other wayNo se vivir de otra manera
Know the saddest thing in the worldSepan lo más triste del mundo
This girl is not singleEsta chica no está soltera

Nobody knows self-destruction better than meNadie conoce la autodestrucción mejor que yo
I want to forget that episode when that happenedQuiero olvidar ese episodio cuando sucedió aquello
I am writing to you just so you can hear meTe escribo solo para que tú me oigas
So that you light up my worldPa'que ilumines mi mundo
With your eyes and that great flashCon tus ojos y ese gran destello

In love with sadnessEnamorado de la tristeza
With sonnets, consonants and versesCon sonetos, consonantes y con versos
I wanted to kiss princessesQuise besar princesas
But only sad when I was happyPero solo tris cuando fui feliz
It was always thereSiempre estuvo ahí
To my regret, in my regret to weighA mi pesar, en mi pesar para sopesar

Today every tear is a kissHoy cada lágrima es un beso
Every kiss a verseCada beso un verso
Each verse looked at your tearsCada verso miró tu llanto
And every cry is for thatY cada llanto es por eso
Why the excess of agonyPor que el exceso de agonía
Devour my progressDevora mis progresos
And among so much cryingY entre tanto llanto
Nobody could hear my prayersNadie alcanzó oír mis rezos

Every week we drink something of deathCada semana bebemos algo de muerte
We talk about how bad everything isCharlamos de lo mal que está todo
And that you don't have to be strong anymoreY de que ya no hay que ser fuerte
She doesn't demand, she's not jealousElla no exige, ella no es celosa
She knows that anything bothers meElla sabe que a mí me aflige cualquier cosa
I think our relationship is going wellCreo que nuestra relación marcha bien
When I'm sad, Tris is tooCuando estoy triste, tris lo está también
And since I'm never happyY como nunca estoy a gusto
We never argueNunca discutimos
We fight the fair fightPeleamos lo justo
We come together when we sufferNos unimos cuando sufrimos
But she doesn't know self-destruction like I doPero ella no conoce la autodestrucción como yo
So everything I keep quiet and what I don'tDe modo que todo lo que callo y lo que no
It doesn't affect her, she's perfectNo le afecta, ella es perfecta
She chases me, I am her favorite obsessionElla me persigue, soy su obsesión predilecta
It gives me ecstasyMe brinda éxtasis
And when I cry it is catharsisY cuando lloro es catarsis
Escaping tris is almostEscapar de tris es casi
Being without air, drowning withoutEstar sin aire, ahogarse ya sin
She lay there, with her I was born, so I became acidic to her voice and she to mineElla yací, con ella nací, así me hice acido a su voz y ella a mi
When taciturn, immersed in nocturnal vicesCuando taciturno sumido en vicios nocturnos
I was hoping that my turn for a suit would come as soon as possibleEsperaba que llegara cuanto antes mi turno de terno
The eternal winter turned my heart tenderEl invierno eterno tornó mi corazón tierno
In a hell that I don't want to beEn un infierno que no quiero ser
I don't want to see him dieNo quiero ver morir
My character, I saw another dawn riseMi carácter, vi nacer otro amanecer
Like yesterday, I suffer from having itComo el de ayer, sufro por tenerla
She has me for pleasureElla me tiene por placer
And I want to be aloneY yo quiero estar solo
That's not going to be possibleEso no se va a poder